I actually feel sad about things

Because, above all else, I like the Catholic religion. It’s super inspiring, well at least some of the fables and whatevers. And I believe that it has played a vital role in molding my values in life. I have a very strong hold on things that I would never do because of my well-founded values.

Sad, because, the Church has been under constant attack by the people due to circumstances where in Catholicism could actually have dealt with without having to crawl out of it, bleeding and discordant with the majority of its congregation.

It could have been handled better. I blame the priests or bishops (but only those who chose to meddle).

They could have just kept their silence and continued to teach and motivate, not impose and dictate.

I really miss the church, though. I just don’t like the people leading it.

PS

And I despise them for making me fearful to marry another man.

“All violence consists in some people forcing others, under threat of suffering or death, to do what they do not want to do.”

- Leo Tolstoy